The more you love, the more love there is.

2006-12-31T04:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo!
i just brought my GAP jacket!
and HAPPY was fun!
dance. smoke. drink.
kids like me like to get wasted.
arghh. club again.
i think i lost some fats BUT
i gained it back like immdiately, cause supper after dat.

i still love her.
i want to slap myself.

ade.yuxin.vivian.javen.allison+me.
we are the woohoo gang!
haha!
i love all of you!

I've learnt that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learnt that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learnt that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learnt that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.
I've learnt that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

2006-12-30T04:09:00.000+08:00

mos tonight is damm fun.
cause nobody is drunk and we had bak kut teh for supper!
woohoo!
i want the ed hardy shirt and the gap kids jacket!
omg!
i must buy buy buy buy!
den all my money gone.
i will cry cry cry cry!
HAHAHA!
nvm i got yuxin n mummy!
=X
i love everything in my life!
happy happy!

ohh yar her gf is ugly.

all i want for my birthday is all of YOU you and YOU!
just the accompany and maybe a BIG CAKE!
hahaha.

I've learnt that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learnt that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learnt that true friendship continues grow even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learnt that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learnt that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

nbcb.

2006-12-22T04:57:00.000+08:00

u guys must watch the movie, "night at the museum".
like after a stressful day or sad day or watever shit day.
arghh i'm feeling SO MUCH better after the movie.
i laughed out real loud.
and i tot of laughing at myself too.
i'm a bitch and i guess I'll never change.
i wonder when will i grow up.
oh yar my height, never will.
okay pple LAUGH!
laugh at me for all you want.
for being stupid n silly n being short n cute(ugly n adorable).
nbcb!

i'm sorry if i give u the wrong idea.
i dun have dat kind of feelings for you.
i'm just making use of u to forget her.
okay i'm a ultimate bitch.

and thanks pil for like yelling at me.
u wake me up!
at least i know what i'm supposed to do now.

xin, ade, mich.....
i love u guys and for always being there.

:D

2006-12-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

Of course, just as things calm down, someone at work or play asks you to take on a new responsibility. You're not sure if you're up to it, but you say yes anyway. This challenge may send you on a fantastic adventure.

omg i miss ade n michelle.

work is fun today!(like usual)

dinner with xinyi is also fun!

hahaha.

claudia is a happy girl and she had fun in the rain.

but just pray dat she dun fall sick tmr!

woohooo!

I've learnt that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learnt that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learnt that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learnt that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learnt that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

2006-12-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

Digging up old wounds and examining them won't be easy, but it's definitely worth the effort. Once you release this old hurt, you'll be amazed at how much energy you have and how uncomplicated life can be.

Passion attracts passion, and it increases when you give it space to grow. Think about an activity that makes you glow. Then forget about looking for love and go do it. You're in love with life, and that's enough.
As much as you trust your inner circle, you may want to move outside your usual confidantes when discussing your current romantic hopes -- or just keep mum altogether. Tolerance widens the field of possibilities.

super tired. arghh! and i keep thinking abt her.

CLAUDIA WAKE UP!

nabehh cheebyee.

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change

Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same

This is for the ones who have lost it all when all that's left to gain

Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away...
How can I say...

Say I'll be okay...
And if I fall through these days that go by without cause

Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own

And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on

Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on
Now that the lines been broken

I'm too afraid to just look back

The pages have left an empty space

You were all I had

Why does it have to be this way

These things they'll never change

Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy,

this is all I need...
And if I fall through these days that go by without cause

Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own

And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on

Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on...

one last cry.

2006-12-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

My shattered dreams and broken heart are mending on the shelf.

I saw you, holding hands standing close to someone else.

Still I sit, all alone wishing all my feelings gone

I give my best to you as there's nothing for me to do.

But have one last cry before I leave it all behind.

I gotta put you out of my mind this time.

Believe that I know I've gotta be strong.

Cos my whole life goes on and on.

not feeling good these days.

arghh! sore throat and fever is killing me softly.

ruth and michie are so nice to listen to my complains.

hahaha. :D

work is fun today playing with erasers and dancing to the christmas songs!

woohoo!

today is my mum's birthday!!

the cake and the mcspicy chicken is nice!

yummy!

yuxin also came along to blow the candles.

how sweet! :)

and and i want to luff at shan's suspenders!

HAHAHA! :X

(this is our joke!)

weeeee! ade, lex and phoebe is back from thailand!

ade said she brought me candles. :DD woohoo!

The game of love can be confusing: Sometimes you roll the dice and win, while other times it's snake eyes. Right now there are no rules and no expected outcome. If you're having fun, carry on. If not, bail out.

weakk.

2006-12-13T01:42:00.000+08:00

whole body still aching.
plus sore throat and fever.
ARGH!luckily i've my soulmate lar.
she passed me some pills.
THANKEW XIN! I LOVE YOUUU!
i'm smoking my life away.
woohoo!
met ruth after work.
we talked abt a lot things.
i realised i got to be a bitch to deal with her.
but nah. i can't.
i'm weak and can't be bother!
i'm glad i've so many pple who cares n loves me
SO I MUST NOT DISAPPOINT THEM!
yar babies?
:D
i'm thankful.
AMEN!

stupid ade never msg me or answer my call!
shit you!
u're going to get it from me when u are back lar!
I MISS YOU!
roarrrr!

I've learnt
that it's not what happens to people
that's important. It's what they do about it.

I've learnt
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heart ache for life.

I've Learnt
that it's taking me a long time to
become the person I want to be.

I've learnt
that it's a lot easier to react than
it is to think.

I've learnt
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.

body ache like hell.

2006-12-11T22:44:00.000+08:00

soooo many things i wanna say lar fuck.
i'm so fucking vulgar these few days all thanks to ass.
i shouldn't run ard like mad dog ytd night after supper.
my body ache like hell now.
and thanks to the fight in the car with lovely.
today is my OFF DAY! and I'm stick to my computer the whole day, editing photos.
i feel so satisfied though.
and finally i've finished watching the last episode of wonderful life(korean dramas).

*yes. i'm over you. hahaha! u dun even worth my ass. but u will always be the someone special. like a small sis in a bigger package. hahaha i know i'm annoying but I LOVE IT! blehh!

I've learned - that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do. but to the best you can do.

WOOOHOOO!

2006-12-11T05:03:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! MY BLOG IS UP!

u dunno how happy i am lar. haha!

now is 5am in the morning and i'm still here doing rubbish w/o ciggs.

continue tmr!

*lovely u can go to bed now! hahaha. love u lar but i love A** more! wat are you thinking now? i mean ADE okay? =X

taken at labrador park in the early morning after supper!

woohoo! happy happy!